My Son, the sanity tablet that God gave me
My son was born out of wedlock. His Father and I are not together as we speak. The circumstances in which he came by are not that appealing but looking at him or hearing his voice reminds me of God's whispers in my ear that He has not given up on me yet.
We are a generation that is faced with infertility issues and seeing quite a number of people around me are battling infertility. I am reminded that I am one of the favored individuals who can proudly say I am a Mom. I had a very difficult pregnancy, the stress, the morning sickness that lasted until I was 7 months into the pregnancy, the physical and emotional abuse from the father and people who thought they are entitled to judging me, but that did not stop me from not allowing the stress to prenetrate to my Baby. I made sure I smiled through it all, because I realised I was bringing someone of great importance into this world.
Linekela was born and he was born a very healthy boy who never gave me trouble with regards to his health until today. I thank God every day for my son.
Every since my son was born, I have never felt so much joy in my entire life. The joy of being with him or talking to him or listening to his voice. My son fills my heart with so much love, sometimes I feel like love can be touched and he is a true definition of it. Having him in my life, has been such a loving experience, although he drains my pocket of coins I don't mind it at all. The joy of being a Mom is unexplainable. He's probably the reason why I never became a dramatic Baby Momma. When he was younger than 2 years old, I was more focused on him than anyone or anything else. His well-being mattered than any relationship out there. I am responsible for him and I make sure that he is brought up by a sane Mother.
I want to be that for my son, I want to be that Mom that he can proudly say I have never seen my Mom argue with anyone because I realise that everything I do, he replicates it. My son has restored my sanity. He brought back something which I lost when I was a little girl, my dignity. Thank you Lord for my son, thank you for giving me something that will always remind me of your unending love for me and that something is my son.
Sheeli, Meme wishes nothing but the best for you. She loves you from here to the moon and back and I know that you are good Man, with integrity, good character and you will always bless others around you.
May God protect you always my champion and I cant wait to hug you.
We are a generation that is faced with infertility issues and seeing quite a number of people around me are battling infertility. I am reminded that I am one of the favored individuals who can proudly say I am a Mom. I had a very difficult pregnancy, the stress, the morning sickness that lasted until I was 7 months into the pregnancy, the physical and emotional abuse from the father and people who thought they are entitled to judging me, but that did not stop me from not allowing the stress to prenetrate to my Baby. I made sure I smiled through it all, because I realised I was bringing someone of great importance into this world.
Linekela was born and he was born a very healthy boy who never gave me trouble with regards to his health until today. I thank God every day for my son.
Every since my son was born, I have never felt so much joy in my entire life. The joy of being with him or talking to him or listening to his voice. My son fills my heart with so much love, sometimes I feel like love can be touched and he is a true definition of it. Having him in my life, has been such a loving experience, although he drains my pocket of coins I don't mind it at all. The joy of being a Mom is unexplainable. He's probably the reason why I never became a dramatic Baby Momma. When he was younger than 2 years old, I was more focused on him than anyone or anything else. His well-being mattered than any relationship out there. I am responsible for him and I make sure that he is brought up by a sane Mother.
I want to be that for my son, I want to be that Mom that he can proudly say I have never seen my Mom argue with anyone because I realise that everything I do, he replicates it. My son has restored my sanity. He brought back something which I lost when I was a little girl, my dignity. Thank you Lord for my son, thank you for giving me something that will always remind me of your unending love for me and that something is my son.
Sheeli, Meme wishes nothing but the best for you. She loves you from here to the moon and back and I know that you are good Man, with integrity, good character and you will always bless others around you.
May God protect you always my champion and I cant wait to hug you.
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